It’s a few weeks from the premiere of his HBO series, and Pete Holmes has almost reached his limit for answering questions.
“Not that I’m sick of it,” he clarified, leaning back into a sofa as he settled in for a chat inside Judd Apatow’s production offices in an aggressively nondescript stretch of West L.A. “But I’m kind of like, ‘I think I’ve talked about myself enough,’ ” he said, pinching his voice to a sort of high, cartoonish wonder, a tone familiar to anyone who has listened to his comedy.
“Have you heard his podcast?” countered Apatow, seated nearby. “It’s like three hours long.”
The jab gets the first of the afternoon’s many big laughs from Holmes, who as a comedian and the one-time host of a late-night variety show on TBS, has rarely seemed at a loss for words. But as star and creator of the half-hour comedy Crashing, which premiered Sunday, Holmes is drawing from another time in his life as a struggling New York City comic named Pete Holmes, who is forced to commit to his comedy dreams after his suburban life falls apart.
Focusing on what Holmes describes as a version of himself from roughly 2007, the series offers a raw depiction both of the end of a marriage (Holmes’ ex-wife is portrayed by Orange Is the New Black’s Lauren Lapkus) and the beginning of a life in comedy. Far from depicting a romanticized ideal of the pursuit of show business dreams, Crashing hinges on a warts-and-all-portrait of the indifferent open mics along with the hustle, humiliation and uncertainty required to become a comic.
With the Upright Citizens Brigade drawing big crowds and stand-up comedy thriving around podcasts and the all-hours open-mic workshop of Twitter, interest in comedy as a creative path seems as popular as ever. But for all the inside views of the job Crashing provides, it isn’t the sort of series where open-mic experience is required to find the story’s resonance.
“One of my hopes for people with this show is, even if you’re not interested, literally, in becoming a comedian, it’s a good plight (to depict),” Holmes said. “Because a comedian just wants his thoughts to be accepted. And even if you’re an architect or a dentist or whatever you are, I think people can relate to that desire to be appreciated in an authentic way.”
Driven to pursue comedy since taking improv classes in high school and writing a humor column while an English major at Gordon College, in Wenham, Mass., Holmes first tried stand-up during his junior year and from there was committed to making it a career. Now 37, Holmes has released two comedy albums and three stand-up specials since 2010, including Faces and Sounds, which aired on HBO late last year.
Onstage, Holmes displays an earnest, goofy charm and an upbeat outlook that aims to boost the audience’s “joy quotient” while not shying away from tougher topics like sex, death and homophobia.
“What Pete’s really good at is erasing the line between performer and audience,” said fellow comic Kumail Nanjiani (Silicon Valley), whose career began alongside Holmes’ at the same open-mic shows around Chicago. “When you’re watching a show when Pete’s performing, it sort of feels like you’re all in it together, it really feels like a group. That’s the big challenge of stand-up. It can’t really feel like a person up there talking while everybody else just listens, it has to feel like a dialogue.”
That facility for personal connection led Holmes to start his conversational interview podcast You Made It Weird on the Nerdist network in 2011, which eventually led to The Pete Holmes Show. The series aired for 80 episodes before being canceled in 2014, but it was that disappointment that led Holmes to reach for something more personal in Crashing.
“I was like, ‘I love doing silly stuff, but what is the one story that makes me unique? What am I really here to do? What can I tell better than anyone else?’” Holmes said. “Well, this is the story of a religious guy who married the first person he slept with, very young, and she left him. And then, in that kind of despair, got thrown into the unlikely canopy of fellow comedians. People that you might think are degenerates or misfits ended up being a very loving, unlikely group that saved me.”
Holmes, who was raised in a devoutly Christian household and was married at 22 and divorced at 28, said he eventually drifted away from religion, which is another aspect he gave to his character in Crashing. “It’s an interesting story to tell, to see how losing your faith can actually yank it into the third dimension,” he explained.
“It becomes something that you believe because you inherited it from Sunday school to something that, when the rubber meets the road, you see that you really do have an ethical core and, maybe even more interestingly, so do these atheist, misfit — and I say so lovingly — scumbag comedians,” he said with a laugh.
Holmes immediately thought of Apatow and his brand of honest, often uncomfortable, comedy as the ideal collaborator. The two met after Apatow appeared on You Made It Weird in 2012, and later Holmes pitched him an idea that explored a comic’s origin story while also examining and heightening Holmes’ personal experience.
“I always got a sense that we were doing it right when it felt a little bit uncomfortable,” said Holmes. “Certainly the show is called Crashing because I’m staying on couches. But Judd and I also think it’s really funny when you have all these good intentions and how you want it to go and maybe it goes a little sideways.”
“Nothing’s funny about anything going right,” Apatow agreed. “It seems you have to destroy people to make it funny and see them try to climb out.”